Gifts Forged in Grief
August 4, 2023
When plunking piano keys and singing at the top of my lungs turned to boredom, I asked to go outside. “Sure, baby. By the way,
Category: Miscarriage and Infertility
The Storms that Flood the Fruit
May 20, 2022
Years ago, on a whim, I grabbed a bag of zinnia seeds and scattered its contents into the empty earth of my flower bed. A
The Wait of All Waits
May 3, 2021
It seems the theme of my life as of late is “wait.” Wait for answers, for healing, for change, for restoration, for desires and dreams.
The Miscarriage Years
March 16, 2021
Sitting on our back porch, I copied passages of scripture into my journal. I felt the summer breeze brush across my face, shifting my eyes
The Gifts God Gave Me Through Recurrent Pregnancy Loss
January 5, 2021
This article was originally published on Gospel-Centered Discipleship. It was a warm October that year. As the leaves began to boast one last time bearing
Reconciling God’s Goodness with Our Suffering
August 31, 2020
I’ll never forget it. I can never unsee it and I can never unfeel it. The pain of watching the ultrasound tech search for that